» Saturday, June 07, 2008

So the week has been pretty crappy. The previous was worse. I get confused with old tactics I used - like shutting up. Now, I'm asked to speak out to defend myself and sometimes, it's just bloody useless. It's the same old thing where, when I speak, no one listens. Sometimes people just completely forget I exist. It kinda hurts but, as usual, I suck it up and move on.

I barely see my parents now. I hardly have a life - Dinner appointments and random calls from that dreaded place asking about so many things. I close my eyes and the nightmare begins. I open my eyes and the nightmare is still happening. And did I mention that I'm bloody well SICK and no one is actually aware?

At this point, I'd like to say: Fuck this shit.
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